Friday, July 28, 2006 @ 1:01 am - 我没有你想像的那么脆弱因为我学会自私

i finally did wat i had to... i couldn't hold any longer in mid air and i chose to finally put a stop to it all... it didn't feel good because i cried again... but at least it's all out... it's my turn to be selfish now and love myself more... i don't deserve all tat he gives... no matter how rotten a person i am i did put in my 110%... i am not weak and as usual i will stand up again without distractions... i just hope he will understand it all one day and change for himself and not for anybody else... he will be loved differently... selfishly.... :)

i dreamt of sea turtles today outside my house.. a fren went to google for me and say that it meant that i am reluctant to leave my comfort zone and move on... i know wat's holding me bk... but i'll forfeit it... it's a matter of choice anyway... it's time to move on...

疯婆子.

The heart was made to be broken. Oscar Wilde

Pic of the Moment.

My Sweeties.

ahfen cheechee fangrui pika xin melmel famous5 sam sis

Shoutz Box.

Wishlist.

+ beach holiday @ Club Med

+ beach holiday @ Contiki Bali

+ beach holiday in Banyan

+ Diving trip next yr

+ A perm marketing higher paying job that i love

+ a diamond ring

+ happiness

My Resolutions.

1. procrastinate less

2. put more heart into wat i do

3. Love myself more

4. be nicer to my parents

5. save for masters, hopefully overseas

6. save enough to get my own place

My Past.

March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 September 2007

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