Friday, October 28, 2005 @ 12:20 pm - laptop finally died...

hate to feel so helpless whenever i see something but unable to help at all... next time i should just try not to look ard so much... ah sighs still thinking bout tat poor thing...

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anyway my last presentation is finally over! woohoooo.... finally can just study only and not having to fret over the presentation or report... but so little time left... can i finish of not? ah i so hate exams and the aftermath...

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was typing this post when my laptop suddenly died on me... sign of more bad things to come? darn i hope not... exams are just round the corner... how? i worry too much ah? dunno if you were in my shoes would you be feeling the same way... i wish things were within my control sometimes... and everyday can be a happy one... i try not to expect too much to prevent feeling disappointed... i try to keep my temper... i try to rationalise... someone told me that feeling makes me experience life... living life... really? but it can be so painful sometimes... is it worth all the pain for tat happiness? but i put in effort nonetheless cause i don't wanna regret never having did when i wanted too before it's too late... contradicting? yeah i'm a walking contradiction... (or maybe it's just pms again) don't you get sick of hearing tat? ahahahaha....

i wish i were able to control what i feel and execute them... today was a first... we shall see...

疯婆子.

The heart was made to be broken. Oscar Wilde

Pic of the Moment.

My Sweeties.

ahfen cheechee fangrui pika xin melmel famous5 sam sis

Shoutz Box.

Wishlist.

+ beach holiday @ Club Med

+ beach holiday @ Contiki Bali

+ beach holiday in Banyan

+ Diving trip next yr

+ A perm marketing higher paying job that i love

+ a diamond ring

+ happiness

My Resolutions.

1. procrastinate less

2. put more heart into wat i do

3. Love myself more

4. be nicer to my parents

5. save for masters, hopefully overseas

6. save enough to get my own place

My Past.

March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 September 2007

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