Monday, September 05, 2005 @ 11:26 pm - not pms definately

ben & jerry's ice cream really work wonders... i really wish i didn't have to be so affected by things happening... i hate guessing... but cannot help it... like i told sam i'm trying to change really... am making progress right? haha... yep... watch out for the new me...

skipped everything today and feeling damn guilty bout it... still need to finish tat 15 chapts... crazy man... recess coming not exactly looking forward to it... cause soon after tat we'll have exams le! i hate this cycle of studying for exams, taking exams, the waiting for the results, and the excruciating pain of viewing the results line by line (usually not very promising)... can't wait to grad and leave this cycle.. i want to be independent and start working... even if i have to work my ass off i don't care... at least my time would taken up and i would have less time to think bout nonsense and spend unnecessary money... oh did i mention i got hooked onto auctions again? man am i going to get a earful when the package arrives... muahaha...

need something to look forward to every week... exotic dance and yoga has been very enriching these few weeks... love exotic dance... but dunno when i'll be able to execute those moves... totally sexy and sensual... yoga's good too... after all that stretching and the catnap i feel so much focused and awake after tat even though it's 630 and i'm still in sch.... but alas the classes are ending soon... prob take up dance so tat i can continue to have something to look forward too...

went on a impromtu gaigai session with sam just now... two of us shopping can be quite bad... bumped into charles n his gf... dunno why i keep bumping into them.. he's funny lah... saw him grinning to himself as he approached the bag shop... so funny...

have to do my attachment this dec and checked today i got into SPH... if i never remember wrongly... i have to do events for them... fwah... sai gang for sure... was more looking forward to the AMEX one... gonna check tmw hopefully i can get an interview with them...

FYP not going very well... still picking a topic till now when everyone's already doing lit review... raos... hopefully we'll get started soon... hmm wat else to say? lots of proj coming up and presentations... enjoying my classes most of the time except acc which i really don't quite seem to grasp all... i really hate acc... get over and done with... oh my 311 grp sucks... superficial bunch of ppl... and this is the only class tat i'm taking alone... already being very nice and friendly le... some ppl really just don't have EQ... wth... nvm i can make it...

rambling and rattling a lot today... haha... seems like so much to say... haven't been meeting up with frens a lot... kinda of missed you guys... not tat i don't want to meet you all but i'm really very down with work... this sem's workload really increased a lot... so yeah... very rarely you hear ms feng want to study one... so don't doubt her k? and don't tempt her too... ahaha... hopefully next week during recess we can meet up a bit... i'll try to make time for you guys... miss ya.... again

疯婆子.

The heart was made to be broken. Oscar Wilde

Pic of the Moment.

My Sweeties.

ahfen cheechee fangrui pika xin melmel famous5 sam sis

Shoutz Box.

Wishlist.

+ beach holiday @ Club Med

+ beach holiday @ Contiki Bali

+ beach holiday in Banyan

+ Diving trip next yr

+ A perm marketing higher paying job that i love

+ a diamond ring

+ happiness

My Resolutions.

1. procrastinate less

2. put more heart into wat i do

3. Love myself more

4. be nicer to my parents

5. save for masters, hopefully overseas

6. save enough to get my own place

My Past.

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