Sunday, May 15, 2005 @ 4:55 pm - are you evil?

i think i am... have you ever talked to ppl and sniggered at every comment that person makes inside your head? used to think some ppl are evil because of the comments that they make... actually the ones who don't make any comments and keep to themselves quietly are even more complicated... well life's complicated anyway... nothing is pure anymore... not like when we were young and wanted only the simplest pleasures... not anymore... you believe in multiple personality disorder (MPD)? well maybe not so serious but something like tat... i always wanted to live another life... someone who is more exciting, more fun than who i am... wouldn't you want that? daydream? nah... i think it keeps me sane... really...

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gonna leave for france next thu... haven't really packed... used to think i won't be home sick even if i have to be overseas for a long period of them... now i'm feeling kind of diff bout it... maybe cause grown older? yeah lah of course... mature? hmm... that one i dunno... maybe a little bah... but since i have been staying at home... grown more attached to my family and my dog... (despite all the ramblings i have of my naggy mum and irritating sibling).. yeah... i'll miss them... i'll miss my close frens too... esp going with a whole grp of strangers... wierd hearing myself say this too... really wierd... i'm not one to show my feelings bout someone outright... am learning... maybe i'll say in my blog! ahaha... i love you all... really... for being there when i needed you... really... eh how did it turn to become an emotional entry? ahaha.. i better stop here...

疯婆子.

The heart was made to be broken. Oscar Wilde

Pic of the Moment.

My Sweeties.

ahfen cheechee fangrui pika xin melmel famous5 sam sis

Shoutz Box.

Wishlist.

+ beach holiday @ Club Med

+ beach holiday @ Contiki Bali

+ beach holiday in Banyan

+ Diving trip next yr

+ A perm marketing higher paying job that i love

+ a diamond ring

+ happiness

My Resolutions.

1. procrastinate less

2. put more heart into wat i do

3. Love myself more

4. be nicer to my parents

5. save for masters, hopefully overseas

6. save enough to get my own place

My Past.

March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 September 2007

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