Wednesday, March 30, 2005 @ 1:12 am - my permanent job as a procrastinator

whenever i have to study or do something i don't like... i'll drag doing the chore thru and thru... take for instance today... was suppose to help my mom do some chores... i ended up doing them after 12am... winner right? why am i like tat you ask? i seriously dunno myself... i tried to change but i really lack the will to do it... i'm suppose to start panicking for the exams... yet i don't... i want to accomplish a lot of things... yet i say and i don't get around doing it... i know where i'm not doing things right yet i don't change... finding excuses for myself all the time...

yet... this is actually good for me in a way... many things happen that makes me a very low self esteem person... yet i can pretend and tell myself that things are not wat it seems to be... pretending that what ever happened is no fault of mine... otherwise i think i would have long been gone...

God help those who help themselves.. i know it and yet i don't change... why the hell is wrong with you?

疯婆子.

The heart was made to be broken. Oscar Wilde

Pic of the Moment.

My Sweeties.

ahfen cheechee fangrui pika xin melmel famous5 sam sis

Shoutz Box.

Wishlist.

+ beach holiday @ Club Med

+ beach holiday @ Contiki Bali

+ beach holiday in Banyan

+ Diving trip next yr

+ A perm marketing higher paying job that i love

+ a diamond ring

+ happiness

My Resolutions.

1. procrastinate less

2. put more heart into wat i do

3. Love myself more

4. be nicer to my parents

5. save for masters, hopefully overseas

6. save enough to get my own place

My Past.

March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 September 2007

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